Looking for someone to love me for me

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Английский

Я бы описал(а) себя как

If you have fb add me there so we can talk. My fb is Jacqueline sweetthang lorine. First thing I will say about me is this. Then you can decide after that if you want to talk with me or be my friend. I'll be blunt, I have mental illness. I'm bipolar. I also have depression. I don't really leave the house and I have distanced myself from almost every friend I've had. My name is Jacqueline. I blow out my candles on April 1. I'm 26 years old. I'm not a perfect girl. I'm not your average skinny, blonde hair, blue eyed girl...Instead I Am a Big Beautiful Woman with brown hair and hazel eyes. I'm 5 feet and 7 inches tall. I'm a stay at home Aunt/Mom. I was born and raised in Illinois my entire life. My PERSONALITY is Lovable, Honest, Young At Heart, Sweet, Caring, Quiet, Romantic, Shy, Fun-Loving, Kind, Neat, Friendly, Passionate, Trustworthy, Homeboy, Funny, Homely, Good listener, Heart Warming, Loyal, Silly, Faithful, Love To Laugh, Loving, Gentle. I’m neat and organized. Once you get to know me I'm a very cool person. I'm INCREDIBLY SHY whenever I'm around people I don't know very well I get nervous and can't think of anything to say. My social life is dead. I Am extremely loyal and devoted to the friends and almost everyone in my family that's in my life and would do anything for them. I value trust and honesty in any relationship as the foundation that everything else is built on. I'am a really easy person to get along with. I'm a laid back casual girl that prefers jeans and a t-shirt. I enjoy a nice cold wine cooler and chill out...but I don't drink all the time. My full time job is raising up and taking care of my handicap niece since I have custody of her now. She need 24/7 attention and I been doing it for almost 2 years now. She has Global Developmental Delay and Spastic Diplegia Cerebral Palsy. It's not an easy job...But I love my niece and I will do anything for her. Alot of my time is spent with my niece. My best bestie helps me out with my niece sometimes. She is my pride and joy. I like to think when I cannot sleep in the middle of the night. I'm a big kid at heart as I love to have fun and laugh and watch cartoons, I have a sweetheart. I have 1 brother, 3 sisters and a half sister. I have 1 niece. I'm the oldest child. I don't like politics. I love the colors black, pink and camo. It's really difficult for me to open up and talk about my feelings and thoughts. I start each new day with a smile even if I cried myself to sleep the night before. I hide my pain from everyone. I dropped out of high school in 10th grade. I Am struggling with depression. Life has knocked me down a few times, it showed me things I never wanted to see. I experienced sadness and failures..But one thing for sure I always get up. I have a past, it affects my life in big ways and though I Am trying to move beyond it. Been through alot, ( I have a lot of patience and love inside my heart, why, considering all I've been through). When I do math I count on my fingers. I try to enjoy life day by day. I have my tongue, eyebrow and lip pierced. I have four tattoo. I'm not perfect, and I'm not looking for anyone who is perfect. I'm divorced. Right now I live with my mom. If you would like to know anything else, Just ask.

Знак зодиака

Овен

Телосложение

Большое и красивое

Мой рост

169 см

Мои глаза

Карие

Моя этническая принадлежность

Белый европеец/кавказец

Семейное положение

В разводе

У меня есть дети

Да - дома

Хочу детей

Да

Привлекательная часть тела

Глаза

Боди-арт

Пирсинг… ушей, Видимые тату

Мои волосы

Шатен

Домашние животные

Собака

Хочу переехать

Да

Образование

Неоконченное среднее

Работа/Учеба:

Без работы

Род занятий

Другое

Род занятий

Raising up my handicap niece/daughter

Зарабатываю в год

Меньше $14,999USD

Живу

С родителями

Дома

Иногда происходит бред

Отношение к курению

Нет

Пью

Да - один или два раза

В школе я был(а):

Тихоня

Мое социальное поведение

Антисоциальное, Застенчивое

Интересы и увлечения:

Приготовление еды, Семья, Интернет, Фильмы, Фотография, Игра в карты

Мое представление об отлично проведенном времени

Шопинг, Видеоигры, Останусь дома, ТВ

Идеально первое свидание

We have a candlelight dinner with soft love music playing. After dinner we cuddle up and watch a movie. Maybe after if we are in the mood we could go for a walk to get to know each other somemore. If we are still hitting it off we could go somewhere and lay on the ground cuddling up and watching the stars.

Я всегда хотел попробовать

dancing

Друзья считают что я:

Сама дружелюбность

Моя религия

Не поддерживаю религии

Посещение служб:

Никогда

Моя цель в жизни

to have kids and a husband that will love me for me.

Мой юмор

Сама дружелюбность, Немного "того"

По телевизору, я всегда смотрю

Мультфильмы, Драма, Фильмы, Реалити-шоу

Предпочитаемые жанры фильмов:

Экшн, Комедии, Мелодрамы, Драмы, Семья

Предпочитаемая музыка

Кантри

Я люблю читать:

Эротика, Фантазия, Мелодрамы

Мои идеи классного времяпрепровождения

chillen out with my other half around a bonfire spending time with each other

Считаю привлекательным:

Юмор, Внимание

Что и кого ищете?

personality

Ищу отношения типа:

Интернет друг, Друг, Свидание