Looking for someone to love me for me

Ik spreek:

Engels

Ik beschrijf mezelf als:

If you have fb add me there so we can talk. My fb is Jacqueline sweetthang lorine. First thing I will say about me is this. Then you can decide after that if you want to talk with me or be my friend. I'll be blunt, I have mental illness. I'm bipolar. I also have depression. I don't really leave the house and I have distanced myself from almost every friend I've had. My name is Jacqueline. I blow out my candles on April 1. I'm 26 years old. I'm not a perfect girl. I'm not your average skinny, blonde hair, blue eyed girl...Instead I Am a Big Beautiful Woman with brown hair and hazel eyes. I'm 5 feet and 7 inches tall. I'm a stay at home Aunt/Mom. I was born and raised in Illinois my entire life. My PERSONALITY is Lovable, Honest, Young At Heart, Sweet, Caring, Quiet, Romantic, Shy, Fun-Loving, Kind, Neat, Friendly, Passionate, Trustworthy, Homeboy, Funny, Homely, Good listener, Heart Warming, Loyal, Silly, Faithful, Love To Laugh, Loving, Gentle. I’m neat and organized. Once you get to know me I'm a very cool person. I'm INCREDIBLY SHY whenever I'm around people I don't know very well I get nervous and can't think of anything to say. My social life is dead. I Am extremely loyal and devoted to the friends and almost everyone in my family that's in my life and would do anything for them. I value trust and honesty in any relationship as the foundation that everything else is built on. I'am a really easy person to get along with. I'm a laid back casual girl that prefers jeans and a t-shirt. I enjoy a nice cold wine cooler and chill out...but I don't drink all the time. My full time job is raising up and taking care of my handicap niece since I have custody of her now. She need 24/7 attention and I been doing it for almost 2 years now. She has Global Developmental Delay and Spastic Diplegia Cerebral Palsy. It's not an easy job...But I love my niece and I will do anything for her. Alot of my time is spent with my niece. My best bestie helps me out with my niece sometimes. She is my pride and joy. I like to think when I cannot sleep in the middle of the night. I'm a big kid at heart as I love to have fun and laugh and watch cartoons, I have a sweetheart. I have 1 brother, 3 sisters and a half sister. I have 1 niece. I'm the oldest child. I don't like politics. I love the colors black, pink and camo. It's really difficult for me to open up and talk about my feelings and thoughts. I start each new day with a smile even if I cried myself to sleep the night before. I hide my pain from everyone. I dropped out of high school in 10th grade. I Am struggling with depression. Life has knocked me down a few times, it showed me things I never wanted to see. I experienced sadness and failures..But one thing for sure I always get up. I have a past, it affects my life in big ways and though I Am trying to move beyond it. Been through alot, ( I have a lot of patience and love inside my heart, why, considering all I've been through). When I do math I count on my fingers. I try to enjoy life day by day. I have my tongue, eyebrow and lip pierced. I have four tattoo. I'm not perfect, and I'm not looking for anyone who is perfect. I'm divorced. Right now I live with my mom. If you would like to know anything else, Just ask.

Sterrenbeeld

Ram

Mijn Lichaamstype Is

BBW

Mijn Lengte Is

5' 7 (1.7 m)

Mijn Ogen Zijn

Hazelnootkleurig

Mijn Ethniciteit Is

Blank

Mijn Burgerlijke Staat Is

Gescheiden

Ik Heb Kinderen

Ja - Bij Mij Thuis

Ik Wil Kinderen

Ja

Mijn Beste Eigenschap Is

Ogen

Body Art

Piercings, maar alleen in mijn oren, Zichtbare tatoeage

Mijn Haar Is

Donkerbruinharig

Ik heb één of meer van deze

Hond

Ben je bereid te verhuizen?

Ja

Mijn Opleidingsniveau Is

Een middelbare school

Mijn Huidige Werkstatus Is

Werkloos

Mijn specialisatie is

Iets Anders

Mijn functie is:

Raising up my handicap niece/daughter

Mijn jaarsalaris is:

Minder dan € 15.000

Ik Woon

Met Ouder(s)

Bij mij thuis

Loopt het soms uit de hand

Ik Ben Een Roker

Nee

Ik Drink

Ja - Een Of Twee

Op de middelbare school was ik

Stil

In sociale situaties ben ik

Anti-sociaal, Verlegen

Mijn Interesses En Hobbies Zijn

Koken, Gezin, Internet, Films, Fotografie, Kaarten spelen

Mijn idee van een leuke tijd is

Winkelen, Videospellen spelen, Thuis blijven, Tv

Een perfecte eerste date is

We have a candlelight dinner with soft love music playing. After dinner we cuddle up and watch a movie. Maybe after if we are in the mood we could go for a walk to get to know each other somemore. If we are still hitting it off we could go somewhere and lay on the ground cuddling up and watching the stars.

Wat ik altijd al eens heb willen proberen:

dancing

Mijn vrienden beschrijven me als

Vriendelijk

Mijn Geloof Is

Spiritueel Maar Niet Religieus

Ik Ga Naar Diensten

Nooit

Mijn Doel In Het Leven Is

to have kids and a husband that will love me for me.

Mijn Gevoel Voor Humor Is

Vriendelijk, Gek

Op tv kijk ik:

Tekenfilms, Drama's, Films, Reality

In de bioscoop kijk ik:

Actie, Komedie, Romantiek, Drama, Gezin

Als ik naar muziek luister, luister ik altijd naar

Country

Ik lees graag

Erotica, Fantasy, Romantiek

Mijn Idee Van Plezier is

chillen out with my other half around a bonfire spending time with each other

Wat vind je aantrekkelijk?

Humor, Bedachtzaamheid

Wat zoek je?

personality

Waar ben je naar op zoek?

Een Internet Vriendje, Vriend, Date