Looking for someone to love me for me

Ich kann sprechen

Englisch

Ich würde mich selbst beschreiben als

If you have fb add me there so we can talk. My fb is Jacqueline sweetthang lorine. First thing I will say about me is this. Then you can decide after that if you want to talk with me or be my friend. I'll be blunt, I have mental illness. I'm bipolar. I also have depression. I don't really leave the house and I have distanced myself from almost every friend I've had. My name is Jacqueline. I blow out my candles on April 1. I'm 26 years old. I'm not a perfect girl. I'm not your average skinny, blonde hair, blue eyed girl...Instead I Am a Big Beautiful Woman with brown hair and hazel eyes. I'm 5 feet and 7 inches tall. I'm a stay at home Aunt/Mom. I was born and raised in Illinois my entire life. My PERSONALITY is Lovable, Honest, Young At Heart, Sweet, Caring, Quiet, Romantic, Shy, Fun-Loving, Kind, Neat, Friendly, Passionate, Trustworthy, Homeboy, Funny, Homely, Good listener, Heart Warming, Loyal, Silly, Faithful, Love To Laugh, Loving, Gentle. I’m neat and organized. Once you get to know me I'm a very cool person. I'm INCREDIBLY SHY whenever I'm around people I don't know very well I get nervous and can't think of anything to say. My social life is dead. I Am extremely loyal and devoted to the friends and almost everyone in my family that's in my life and would do anything for them. I value trust and honesty in any relationship as the foundation that everything else is built on. I'am a really easy person to get along with. I'm a laid back casual girl that prefers jeans and a t-shirt. I enjoy a nice cold wine cooler and chill out...but I don't drink all the time. My full time job is raising up and taking care of my handicap niece since I have custody of her now. She need 24/7 attention and I been doing it for almost 2 years now. She has Global Developmental Delay and Spastic Diplegia Cerebral Palsy. It's not an easy job...But I love my niece and I will do anything for her. Alot of my time is spent with my niece. My best bestie helps me out with my niece sometimes. She is my pride and joy. I like to think when I cannot sleep in the middle of the night. I'm a big kid at heart as I love to have fun and laugh and watch cartoons, I have a sweetheart. I have 1 brother, 3 sisters and a half sister. I have 1 niece. I'm the oldest child. I don't like politics. I love the colors black, pink and camo. It's really difficult for me to open up and talk about my feelings and thoughts. I start each new day with a smile even if I cried myself to sleep the night before. I hide my pain from everyone. I dropped out of high school in 10th grade. I Am struggling with depression. Life has knocked me down a few times, it showed me things I never wanted to see. I experienced sadness and failures..But one thing for sure I always get up. I have a past, it affects my life in big ways and though I Am trying to move beyond it. Been through alot, ( I have a lot of patience and love inside my heart, why, considering all I've been through). When I do math I count on my fingers. I try to enjoy life day by day. I have my tongue, eyebrow and lip pierced. I have four tattoo. I'm not perfect, and I'm not looking for anyone who is perfect. I'm divorced. Right now I live with my mom. If you would like to know anything else, Just ask.

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Widder

Mein Körpertyp ist

Dick und Schön

Meine Größe ist

5' 7 (1.7 m)

Meine Augen sind

Haselnussbraun

Meine Herkunft ist

Kaukasisch

Mein Familienstand ist

Geschieden

Ich habe Kinder

Ja - Zuhause

Ich möchte Kinder

Ja

Meine beste Eigenschaft ist

Augen

Körperkunst

Gepierct... Aber nur die Ohren, Sichtbare Tattoos

Mein Haar ist

Dunkelbraun

Ich habe ein oder mehrere folgende Haustiere

Hund

Bereit umzuziehen

Ja

Mein Ausbildungsgrad ist

Teilweise Hauptschule

Mein derzeitiges Dienstverhältnis ist

Arbeitslos

Meine Spezialität ist

Andere

Mein Job-Titel ist

Raising up my handicap niece/daughter

Ich verdiene im Jahr so viel

Weniger als $14,999USD

Ich lebe

Mit Eltern/Elternteil

Zuhause

Es wird manchmal etwas verrückt

Ich bin Raucher

Nein

Ich trinke

Ja - Eine oder zwei

In der Hauptschule war ich

Stille(r)

Mein soziales Verhalten ist

Anti-Sozial, Schüchtern

Meine Interessen und Hobbys sind

Kochen, Familie, Internet, Filme, Fotografie, Karten spielen

Meine Vorstellung einer tollen Zeit ist

Shoppen gehen, Videospiele spielen, Daheim bleiben, TV

Ein ideales erstes Date wäre

We have a candlelight dinner with soft love music playing. After dinner we cuddle up and watch a movie. Maybe after if we are in the mood we could go for a walk to get to know each other somemore. If we are still hitting it off we could go somewhere and lay on the ground cuddling up and watching the stars.

Ich wollte immer schon versuchen

dancing

Meine Freunde beschreiben mich als

Freundlich

Meine Religion ist

Spirituell aber nicht religiös

Ich besuche Gottesdienste

Nie

Mein Ziel im Leben ist

to have kids and a husband that will love me for me.

Mein Art Humor ist

Freundlich, Albern

Im Fernsehen sehe ich mir Folgendes gerne an

Cartoons, Dramen, Filme, Reality-Shows

Wenn ich ins Kino gehe, sehe ich immer

Action, Comedy, Romanze, Drama, Familie

Wenn ich mir Musik anhöre, höre ich immer

Country/Volksmusik/Schlager

Wenn ich lese, lese ich immer

Erotisches, Fantasy, Romanze

Meine Vorstellung von Spaß ist

chillen out with my other half around a bonfire spending time with each other

Was findest du attraktiv?

Humor, Nachdenklich

Wonach suchst du?

personality

Nach welcher Art Beziehung suchst du?

Internet-Freund, Freund, Date