Looking for someone to love me for me

I Can Speak

English

I Would Describe Myself As

If you have fb add me there so we can talk. My fb is Jacqueline sweetthang lorine. First thing I will say about me is this. Then you can decide after that if you want to talk with me or be my friend. I'll be blunt, I have mental illness. I'm bipolar. I also have depression. I don't really leave the house and I have distanced myself from almost every friend I've had. My name is Jacqueline. I blow out my candles on April 1. I'm 26 years old. I'm not a perfect girl. I'm not your average skinny, blonde hair, blue eyed girl...Instead I Am a Big Beautiful Woman with brown hair and hazel eyes. I'm 5 feet and 7 inches tall. I'm a stay at home Aunt/Mom. I was born and raised in Illinois my entire life. My PERSONALITY is Lovable, Honest, Young At Heart, Sweet, Caring, Quiet, Romantic, Shy, Fun-Loving, Kind, Neat, Friendly, Passionate, Trustworthy, Homeboy, Funny, Homely, Good listener, Heart Warming, Loyal, Silly, Faithful, Love To Laugh, Loving, Gentle. I’m neat and organized. Once you get to know me I'm a very cool person. I'm INCREDIBLY SHY whenever I'm around people I don't know very well I get nervous and can't think of anything to say. My social life is dead. I Am extremely loyal and devoted to the friends and almost everyone in my family that's in my life and would do anything for them. I value trust and honesty in any relationship as the foundation that everything else is built on. I'am a really easy person to get along with. I'm a laid back casual girl that prefers jeans and a t-shirt. I enjoy a nice cold wine cooler and chill out...but I don't drink all the time. My full time job is raising up and taking care of my handicap niece since I have custody of her now. She need 24/7 attention and I been doing it for almost 2 years now. She has Global Developmental Delay and Spastic Diplegia Cerebral Palsy. It's not an easy job...But I love my niece and I will do anything for her. Alot of my time is spent with my niece. My best bestie helps me out with my niece sometimes. She is my pride and joy. I like to think when I cannot sleep in the middle of the night. I'm a big kid at heart as I love to have fun and laugh and watch cartoons, I have a sweetheart. I have 1 brother, 3 sisters and a half sister. I have 1 niece. I'm the oldest child. I don't like politics. I love the colors black, pink and camo. It's really difficult for me to open up and talk about my feelings and thoughts. I start each new day with a smile even if I cried myself to sleep the night before. I hide my pain from everyone. I dropped out of high school in 10th grade. I Am struggling with depression. Life has knocked me down a few times, it showed me things I never wanted to see. I experienced sadness and failures..But one thing for sure I always get up. I have a past, it affects my life in big ways and though I Am trying to move beyond it. Been through alot, ( I have a lot of patience and love inside my heart, why, considering all I've been through). When I do math I count on my fingers. I try to enjoy life day by day. I have my tongue, eyebrow and lip pierced. I have four tattoo. I'm not perfect, and I'm not looking for anyone who is perfect. I'm divorced. Right now I live with my mom. If you would like to know anything else, Just ask.

Sign

Aries

My Body Type Is

Big And Beautiful

My Height Is

5' 7 (1.7 m)

My Eyes Are

Hazel

My Ethnicity Is

Caucasian

My Marital Situation Is

Divorced

I Have Kids

Yes - At Home

I Want Kids

Yes

My Best Feature Is

Eyes

Body Art

Pierced... But Only Ear(s), Visible Tattoo

My Hair Is

Dark Brown

I Have One Or More Of These

Dog

Willing To Relocate

Yes

My Education Level Is

Some High School

My Current Employment Status Is

Unemployed

My Speciality Is

Other

My Job Title Is

Raising up my handicap niece/daughter

I Make This Much In A Year

Less Than $14,999USD

I Live

With Parent(s)

At Home

It Gets A Bit Crazy Sometimes

I'm A Smoker

No

I Drink

Yes - One Or Two

Back In High School, I Was A

Quiet One

My Social Behavior Is

Anti-social, Shy

My Interest And Hobbies Are

Cooking, Family, Internet, Movies, Photography, Playing Cards

My Idea Of A Great Time Is

Going Shopping, Playing Video Games, Staying At Home, Tv

An Ideal First Date Would Be

We have a candlelight dinner with soft love music playing. After dinner we cuddle up and watch a movie. Maybe after if we are in the mood we could go for a walk to get to know each other somemore. If we are still hitting it off we could go somewhere and lay on the ground cuddling up and watching the stars.

I've Always Wanted To Try

dancing

My Friends Describe Me As Being

Friendly

My Religion Is

Spiritual But Not Religious

I Attend Services

Never

My Political Views Are

I Don't Like Politics

My Goal In Life Is

to have kids and a husband that will love me for me.

My Kind Of Humor Is

Friendly, Goofy

On Tv, I Always Watch

Cartoons, Dramas, Movies, Reality Shows

When I Go To The Movies, I Always Go To See A

Action, Comedy, Romance, Drama, Family

When Listening To Music, I Always Listen To

Country

When I Read, I Always Read

Erotica, Fantasy, Romance

My Idea Of Fun Is

chillen out with my other half around a bonfire spending time with each other

What Do You Find Attractive?

Humor, Thoughtfullness

What Do You Look For?

personality

What Kind Of Relationship Are You Seeking?

Internet Buddy, Friend, Date